Alas, 'tis true! I do blame it all on the Crystal Skull. It really is all his fault. ;) But I thank him for it all as well. How can I not? So much has changed since my experience in the desert. Or has it? I'm still me. I've always been me. I've always been here, present in this body. I've only just awakened a little more. My listless eyes have opened. The sleep has been wiped away and the light seems not as harsh and staggeringly bright. It is clarifying, inviting, welcomed. It appears that the Crystal Skull has not only illuminated my mind, but my soul as well. So much is clearer now. My trust in myself grows stronger. He has given me the courage and fortitude to choose the path that is my own and the wisdom to understand that I have no need to fret over decisions, for I have already made them. If only I could erase all doubts, all worries, all fears. How do I go about this? I am a mere human after all. Is this even possible, or just another fantastic dream? I shall welcome this challenge.
But what does all this rambling mean? To what am I alluding, you may ask? Even for me, it is difficult to put into words. All I can say is that ever since my time in Mexico, my awareness has grown. My intuition and dreamings have become stronger, more insightful, more true. I SEE so much more. But not solely with my physical eyes. My vision extends much further than plain sight. All is no longer a fanciful chimera, but a prophecy of what is to come. I have become my own oracle and I am ever so grateful for this gift. The boundaries of my existence have stretched and widened. Soon, with the grace and aid of the universal crystal energies, my walls, my fortress will crumble and melt away and I will no longer be imprisoned in this facade.
I am the dreamer who dreams me and everything is possible....
Love and Light to All You Dreamers
Daniela
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
from the edge of the island..
so, i am back in the little town of totnes. my home. or the nearest thing i have to it. things here are much the same as always. somethings shift but still the same old.. home can hold you and home can make you feel more solid around the edges if you let it but sometimes you just need to burst your own bubble and go.
and something feels different, you're not pushing at your circumferences all the time to make sure they're still there, because you know in all certainty that they never really were. and that* certainty, is the only thing really worth holding on to. like a seed glowing inside you it shows the shadow puppets for what they are. and then you can enjoy the show.
today i walked along the beach at blackpool sands. i don't know why it's called that as it's not in blackpool and has never had sand, only pebbles. pebbles i have filled my pockets with since i was a child. this is a favorite place to go, in dreaming and waking and today watching the sky turn pink behind grey looming clouds i feel the two pressed right up against each other. i slip from one to the other as the tide drags at the shoreline.
love to you all, sweet dreams
anna
x
and something feels different, you're not pushing at your circumferences all the time to make sure they're still there, because you know in all certainty that they never really were. and that* certainty, is the only thing really worth holding on to. like a seed glowing inside you it shows the shadow puppets for what they are. and then you can enjoy the show.
today i walked along the beach at blackpool sands. i don't know why it's called that as it's not in blackpool and has never had sand, only pebbles. pebbles i have filled my pockets with since i was a child. this is a favorite place to go, in dreaming and waking and today watching the sky turn pink behind grey looming clouds i feel the two pressed right up against each other. i slip from one to the other as the tide drags at the shoreline.
love to you all, sweet dreams
anna
x
december08
AM I only who write here now?
Oh, i must have a Great ego:o)))
OK it's possible.So:
We had a meditation with Zdenek and it was for me different in some ways. At first, this time I realise there is another level of consciousnes for me, I left my body realy on the edge of attention, so the way was much more real like 3D. 2nd it was totaly different expirience. And 3th : I went down and find the "big" CS (I usualy go inside where i find the small one which i speak with) but this time there was nothing. I went there with question How to integrate light and shadow in me. At first I was confused, than i - don't know the impulse; work with the energy of my attention. It was like take three part of me to one - left - right and middle. when I did it CS was there - she was there before, but "invisible" for me. Than we make some journey... but theese i mentioned was the point for me. Some parts of way a realy forgot, so in this time it's all.
Wish Love to all one:)
Oh, i must have a Great ego:o)))
OK it's possible.So:
We had a meditation with Zdenek and it was for me different in some ways. At first, this time I realise there is another level of consciousnes for me, I left my body realy on the edge of attention, so the way was much more real like 3D. 2nd it was totaly different expirience. And 3th : I went down and find the "big" CS (I usualy go inside where i find the small one which i speak with) but this time there was nothing. I went there with question How to integrate light and shadow in me. At first I was confused, than i - don't know the impulse; work with the energy of my attention. It was like take three part of me to one - left - right and middle. when I did it CS was there - she was there before, but "invisible" for me. Than we make some journey... but theese i mentioned was the point for me. Some parts of way a realy forgot, so in this time it's all.
Wish Love to all one:)
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